Lone diary

Hey babes! Sorry for what I am going to say now. I have to confess it now otherwise it ll tear me apart if I don't do so. I can’t hate you or forget you when there are millions of reasons to love you & a burning desire to be with you. I don't know you have moved on or not ... Even if you say “YES” I would not believe 😅😅. I had also tried alot to move on. Most of the times I thought that I had actually moved on and you are nowhere in me, but my stubbornness/love never allowed me to get over of you. There was always a part of our Lovable moments sticked within me and it spreads in me like a virus..... Discovering all the memories in just one go like a chain reaction. Till now I didn't express anything because I  thought that you will come back to me one day but your rigidness has always proved me wrong. “How you manage to be so well in controlling your emotions and not expressing it?” It amaze me and leaves me in astonishment!! Sometimes I am really confused about wh...

"Can you hold me?" While hearing the creak sounds of berths in train at midnight my heart echoed a question to my soul and my brain had panicked for a very good reason, because its not reacting. Is it dead? Sometimes my brain thinks an absurd thing to think in this critical point. It is sleep! Dead!, lost!, awake, or whatever in the world it could be JUST RESPONSE!!! My heart screamed loud, it echoed all over my brain. After taking sigh heart murmured "I ll collapse if you don't appear soon enough in time, help yourself out and help me its about existence of both of us" said while wiping and covering itself around veins and arteries to hold for a while and just wishing  that its loud scream might be enough to shaken up the soul even from dead. Bloody brain unaware of consequences and situation, smirk from its allotted Royal P alace. Search of soul to be continued......