Lone diary

Hey babes! Sorry for what I am going to say now. I have to confess it now otherwise it ll tear me apart if I don't do so. I can’t hate you or forget you when there are millions of reasons to love you & a burning desire to be with you. I don't know you have moved on or not ... Even if you say “YES” I would not believe 😅😅. I had also tried alot to move on. Most of the times I thought that I had actually moved on and you are nowhere in me, but my stubbornness/love never allowed me to get over of you. There was always a part of our Lovable moments sticked within me and it spreads in me like a virus..... Discovering all the memories in just one go like a chain reaction. Till now I didn't express anything because I  thought that you will come back to me one day but your rigidness has always proved me wrong. “How you manage to be so well in controlling your emotions and not expressing it?” It amaze me and leaves me in astonishment!! Sometimes I am really confused about wh...

It was a heart throbbing moment for me today.Have you ever felt suffocated, while breathing. It’s totally indescribable and intolerable, this kind of pain was totally unknown to me till today. I thought that at least I have glimpse of all kind of pain this life can throw on me, but there was a surprise for me today. A thing which I encountered today was a thing on which I had faith, believe that it ll never happen, it proved me that I am wrong in assuming​ things. I was totally blanked at that moment what to say?! or what to do?!, there was nothing coming in my mind at that time, my brain had just stopped working for a while, it’s thinking function has been disabled. It felt like getting hit by a lightning bolt,made me starstruck. I was on my nerves to fall down, my leg were getting weak, each cell of my body was shivering. My heartbeat was so fast that you can even feel it’s thud sound from my back, it was beating in irrelvant manner, I can't understand what wa...